Still remember these? ♥

"I scare.

I really scare.

I start like a guy.

That guy is so friendly with me.

but he don't know i love him.

I don't know.

What is love?

Is oways think about him?

Is oways hope he is around me?"

Are he still remember? Last time, when i want to post up to blog.

But suddenly, he tell me he like me.

I m so hapii. I still remember that date is 10/4/10.

And i show this post to him.

I m still remember all what he said.

But now our relationship is getting worst and worst.

He changes a lot. He changes become more playboy.

That is not his style before.

Before he is a quite people, very nice and very helpful.

Now, he likes many girls, not just one only. Play right?

Thus, he also takes a joke that can't take it as joke (I Love U).

Argh, he say only me take it as real.

Oh my god !!

I know I beh paiseh, no is me stupid.

Those girls who you like is all my friends.

My heart is injured badly.

But, it is over.

I m so sad that i recognize him before.

I want to hate him... but, I CANT!!!

I hope the time will decrease all the things....

♥ It is so difficult to give up you.. ♥

其实我们都赢了~

还记得

我初中二参入民防队时,

我什么操步都不会的.

那时候,

我的操步对我而言是非常懊恼的.

但经过这次的比赛,

还有长辈们都有耐心的教导之下.

渐渐的,

我开始熟练多了.

比赛前时,

我感觉到我们很懒.

心里想:

"这样下去,第二名都拿不到."

其实,

我很讨厌我们这样的态度.

但比赛前几天,

不知不觉我们的势气, 回来了!

每个人好像吃了仙丹一样,

变得势气汹汹.

在一天里,

就能学完一个花式操步.

现在想起还蛮佩服自己呢!

赫赫.

比赛前,

一向来操步都有做错的我...

要比赛时,

我很怕很怕就因为我而影响了大家的表现.

当时我紧张得头开始晕了,也开始呕吐了,就这样的躺在地上~

当时,长辈们地耐心劝导之下...

我心想:

"虽然我时常都有做错, 但这次比赛是我人生的比赛之一... 难道,不能做得最好的吗?"

我的信心鼓动了起来,站回战场...

最终我战胜了自己,

在战场上没有任何失误~

我很高兴,

相信这次冠军非我们莫属了.

颁奖礼时,

我们都带着愉快的心情地走进去~

当知道拿季军时...

那时,我的身体很不舒服,头佷晕, 眼泪也不停地从眼眶流下~

身体开始摇晃着, 开始要呕了.

但比赛

还没结束...

我林均颖一定要硬撑下去,

让这次的比赛划上美丽的逗号...

虽然我们拿了季军,

但精神上我们都赢了~

战友们,

下届的冠军是我们的了!

让我们勇往直前,

因为冠军正等着我们....

加油!

CHUNG LING KPA...

BEST！　BEST！　BEST！

Lazy update yet~

Chinese New Year no yet finish~

so lazy update~

Paiseh ar, my readers~

next time will a long post oh~

hapii before crying~ =]

actually, i think~

why they don't want to tell me about that thing~

i think my communication is treble gua~

i think my friends no so like to talk me gua~

think.... think.... think....

i hate my phone~

actually i sent message to ask him~

i think he no reply me de

(because always no reply de)~

i hate the phone~

i shut down my phone~

i m alone in car~

(because wait my aunt go to bank)

i cry~ the passers-by think me kixiao de ~

in car also cry~ XD

but i press to open the phone again~

i m too scare the phone no any message~

( because i think they no interest to chat with me)

suak lo~

open ma open lo~

when open, my phone rings~

that has a message write about one missed call from Jing Tean~

and one message from friend~

and i m very thanks the friend share the incident to me~

they no hate me la~

just too busy le~

haiz, me think too much le~

actually i was in black mood at school~

i wanted to cry but i did not want to do that~

because so ugly to cry again~

my friends started to ask me:

"what's wrong to you, ying? Are you ok?"

i handed my friends hand and hugged them~

they felt weird~

haha, paisei ar~

i think my action was let you weird, right?

Last night, i can't sleep well~

haiz~ today my eyes got bigger a little bit~

i think heard that good news i m happy liao~

tomorrow my eyes no bigger liao~

XD

a sad and hapii day~

bored >,<

haiz~

bored nia~

just always go to school and tuition nia~

and less update blog~

paisei ar~

^-^

*SOB* Re-open school~

very sad~

sigh~

always cry~

haiz, me so kixiao~

some thing no need cry de also cry~

something wrong la~

i also don't know why i cry~

sigh~

just want to cry nia~

cause too many thing happen to me~

Argh~

tomorrow wanna go to school liao~

still like this~

my mum always says me ~

"what's wrong to you?

always no mood de?

thinking about your GUY ar?

this year wanna has PMR~

still no study yet~

you ar~

haiz~"

Mum i don't have GUY la~

always like this say me~

hana~ i will study de la~

take good result give you see la~

sigh~

But happy because many friends same class with me~

happy~ ^-^

Wei Hui sits with me leh~

haha~

very nervous ar about tomorrow re-open school~

Don't know tomorrow will how communicate with new friends~

haha~

kixiao le~

and now i also don't know where is my class~

haha~

gai le~

tomorrow i will missing~

haha~

end of holidays~

Lately and also a long long post~

25.12.2009

going to 慈济祈福~

sigh~

tomorrow is training camp still went out~

gai gai~

eating at bus~ ^-^

my fatty sister ate~

so cute~

haha~

so many people~

alike a concert~

my sister and I candles~

^-^

my candle~ ^^

26.12.2009

my training camp~

tired~

my legs painful~

haiz~

but i got:

the best backwood

the best team~

haiz~

took again the best team~

and become too black~

T^T

the last gathering~

i cry and looks very ugly~

and my GOOD leader~

leg pain very serious le still want run and hop~

let me tiok people scold~

i also call him don't want le ma~

argh~ what a pity me~

and thanks him~

and sorry got SA alike me~

always let he busy and 'pek chek' nia

paisei ar~

because me STUBBORN~

haha~

^-^

thanks Jing Tean~

for helping me~

very responsible~

so congratulation take the best SA ar~ ^^

and thanks that Wei Chwen ( like Jing Tean de people- joke)

teach me something~

and sorry him~

always say him de~

haha~

paisei ar~

and thanks for WEI THONG wrote letter to me~

THANKS

and SORRY to my members and SI~

i had not do a good SA

paisei~

always let you all angry nia~

SORRY

these few days no go to school because my mum wont let me go to~

haiz~

i cant help them for preparing souvenir lo~

paisei ar~

Just can hang out with my family~

but siok too~

haha~

shirt pretty~ but i wear no pretty~

haiz~

black colour dress

white colour dress~

which more beautiful?

tamak lo me~

haha~