What is friendship?

i want say something to my friends...

if i m talking wrong, please excuse me...

1st i want to say is...

in school~

when i m alone, no people want talk to me at beside...

and yunni~

she always ponteng let me always alone at there...

i felt i m a not people who like to become a good friend...

me ugly?

me let people hate?

can you tell me my fault?

2nd is my uniform...

my uniform is KPA...

i always want to intro them (active)

but i cant...

i dunno what fault to me...

this saturday or sunday got celebrate about that marching and jing tian birthday...

but they no invite me go to...

WHAT MY FAULT?

tell me can?

why they can go to...

but me cant?

is it called friend?

okay, i didnt care about this...

i heard somebody say me no friend...

YA~ RIGHT...

me really no friend...

but i need friend...

KPA sir or madam always tell us...

" we must together to solve our problem..."

but ARE WE TOGETHER??

i know just me NO together right?

ALL THAT IS MY FAULT...

3rd i want tell myself...

when another people birthday with their friends...

i will cry...

CAUSE at my birthday my friend not care about me...

ya, i know~

I m a lonely girl who no people care it...

sometime...

they ask me how to give her/him suprise...

and discuss want buy what thing to her/her...

at that time...

i cant control my feeling...

I WANT TO CRY LOUDLY~

but cant...

SOB

**friend~!!!

i really dunno what fault that i have...

tell me can?